When I finally get settled… it’s time to start the exercise train again.

If I got as far as I did… I know I can go further.

I have to.

I’m still not happy.

And I need to do this before my skin won’t be able to bounce back.

Even 200 would be nice.

If everyone else can do it.

There’s no reason why I can’t!

FUCK!

I miss tumblr… and I could really use it right now.

I need that random release of my feelings that no one reads.

SO much has happened this month, it’s hard to believe.

I can’t even begin to write them all down.

Hopefully soon when I’ll be hopefully soon in my new home in Vancouver and with a working lappy, I’ll be able to sit and type my heart out.

As for now…

RIP Jason Silano

My life is changing so fast and slow at the same time.

Life is exhausting and exciting, everything is one extreme or the other right now.

I can’t wait til I am finally in my own place in Vancouver.

Be a part of this, as my own person, making my own choices and taking care of myself.

Soon, I just have to remember to that everything will work out, I just need to chill the fuck out and stop stressing over the little things!

The only bad thing is I need that one day of total let loose.
And with my budget I really shouldn’t be going out.
But I don’t have to pay cover, drinks are cheap, and of course a cheap bottle of wine before helps a lot, just dancing the night away to good music with awesome people.

Drugs would be nice but not exactly a need to have.

Ha.

Who am I kidding.

I should go up to the store soon and get my chickens in a row for tonight.

Also!

There’s snow on the ground!

Yes Winter!

Come at me bro!

You can stop anytime now.

My stomach can’t take much more of this pain.

There’s not enough advil in the world to fix this today.

Love never,

Teresa.

Laying in bed, healthy baked, eating snacks, watching Mallratts, total recovery mode!

What a fabulous night!

Jonas ending up coming into the city with me last minute.
Derek pulled through and came on the ferry into the city.
Surprised Steph downtown.
Got some zaaa.
Headed to the homestead and starting getting ready.
I brought the party.
Had to ipod DJ the party, because my laptop decided to stop working again.
KILLED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got my mind blown by someone I’d never thought I’d meet ever.
Sean Fowler.
This random guy from Plenty of Fish, who I’ve been talking to only online or text, for almost a year.
Turns out he’s apparently friends with Stephen Gardner, Amanda Brackett’s cousin, who was supposed to come but stayed home.
I being a high idiot didn’t figure out quite who he was for over 5 minutes of him talking to me but just agreeed, then everything fell together… mind blown.
So he wanted to kiss me after awhile but instead decided that our first kiss was for midnight!
I’m such a virgin to things…
My first proper NYE kiss!
Played The Chain by Fleetwood Mac to ring in the New Year… it just felt right.
Kissed Sean, pretty good… but I was completely high.
Threw confetti, popped my champagne, chugged a bit, then continued to shake it and spray everyone with it.
Royal T in the houseeeeee!
Had such a time last night.
What a rad New Year!

Despite the things that still have not been dealt with and the speed bumps ahead, I feel 2012 is going to be a good fucking year!

Start work again on Friday.
I’m excited for life and new adventures to be had on my own!